I think that for the last few weeks all what I’ve been writing about is that I do not get enough sleep. Well, that is true. I think it took me some time to figure out the reason for it. In ua I went to bed late as well and had to get up early, but in ua I had over an hour commute to work/university and I used that time to sleep. Here on the other hand I have 10 minutes walk, which saves so much time for other stuff, but bottom line is - I am not getting much sleep.
negotiations
During lunch there was a labor union meeting. KY and NY were sitting with other labor union members during entire lunch hour looking way too serious especially when some speeches were delivered. SJ represents company side (as he said himself) so he stayed with me and IM. He also explained that such demonstrations and company/labor union negotiations are purely for show only. Labor union would request an increase, company would decline, then they would negotiate and only then company would approve. Result – people are happy that they were able to win over company.
Also I had this napkin talk with IM. She never takes one for herself and is used that I take two and give her one. It started all when she spilled smth on her and I let her use mine, but now it became a habit of hers (and mine I guess). So everyday I take two napkins and give her one… Honestly speaking it is not much of a deal to me, but as I am getting tired with IM attitude, so it also tires me to be white and fluffy. So today she was saying how nice I am, and I said that she is hopeless. She stated that it’s ok, because I am taking care of the napkin for her, and I said that today was the last day I did so. Seems like she didn’t really believe me, but let’s see what she is gonna say tomorrow. And I am so not taking napkin for her!!! I understand it is childish, so I am sorry for being this way. Not to her (no way!), sorry to myself…
The rest of the lunch I spent texting my friends. IM was chatting with guys and showing off the new moves that she learnt at hip-hop dance lesson. I think I’ve mentioned it before that she has no sense of rhythm whatsoever. It seems like I am being extra mean towards her lately. But I guess it’s just that I am tired of being patient with her. I am being gloomy and inactive with others, which is bad for my stay here, but somehow I can not force myself… no matter what…