Okay... I'll give it one more try... one last try...
it's just that I start to forget things that I do not want to forget and that's what is so upsetting to me.So here I go...
BUT before you start reading this I should put
WARNING and DISCLAIMER.WARNING and DISCLAIMER.
All the events, people, names, places are REAL!!! However abbreviated or nicknamed just in case somebody would feel bad about me using their names (with some exceptions of cause, as I might simply mess up and forget to abbreviate or change someone’s name or I might state the name on purpose as well) XD I know the feeling about “big brother is watching you” as if you type my name in Google search – the first pictures result would be my cv photo, and I do not feel happy about it! Even though I was told that people would pay money to be on top of the search list… not my case…
Please also keep in mind that I am a huge fan of Winnie- the-Pooh and therefore “My spelling is wobbly, it is a good spelling, but it wobbles and letters get into wrong places” (I wonder whose fan I can become to justify my poor grammar and style XD)
Another important note is that I’ll be trying to convey my feelings of the times that I am writing about and not my current state of mind, which is hard to do. If I get back on track with keeping diary up-to-date, there won’t be a need for such prospective as I’ll be explaining what I feel about the event right away, but for now I need to catch up for about one month, so just bear with me being messy with my thoughts and expressions