Surprisingly I feel refreshed today and that’s mostly due to the morning skype date with GH!!! I was finally able to see her and of course Igor (one cute puppy boy) We chatted for almost an hour.. well.. it was more like me talking all the time XD this is strange usually I am the one who listens to what others have to say, but lately I am eager to find somebody to tell about some random stuff that happens to me)…
Anyways I do feel much better today! Lunch was nice… I guess it does help me to let go of things. I randomly chatted with KY. Liar Game topic came up again, so I guess we might go watch it next week. KY is going skiing on the weekend. NY and SJ are going skiing tomorrow. IM is going tomorrow for nomikai and then back to Tm on Saturday…. To me it does not make sense to go to Tokyo only for one night for drinking O_o.. but that’s her money to spend…
After lunch the MBoss came to the office and brought some white day sweets… it was sweet of him, he let his secretary distribute sweets among others but has given me in person… so I was not listening to all those honeybee stories for nothing XD and giving the idea that I really wanna stay here longer I need all support I can get!
And then surprisingly another package came via post. From YH CTG3 people. I think they even send it through external post, instead of using company’s internal. It is a very pleasant surprise…. To tell the truth I have never expected anything in return. It was only my wishful doing in giving them chocos on valentine’s day, but they did surprise me. I guess CTG3 boss is behind it all, but still the note was signed by all four of them)
Afer work I went to Jap class and had some really nice chats with the ladies... yes, ladies))) no old grandpa this time. There is new redhead girl from Canada and he switched to her... poor girl... she has never learnt japanese before but it might be good for her, cause he asks some really basic questions...
and now i am back at home.. need to go to bed cause tomorrow is gonna be busy)))
I do not know how but I overslept… seriously it was a surprise to me… I was waking up from 6 am till 7-30 as usual every 10-15 minutes, but then at 7-35 I decided to enjoy my cozy blanket for 5 more minutes and the next time I opened my eyes it was 9-15… I could not believe it… 8-15 yes.. but 9-15… no way!!!! And I had so many plans for the morning… Surprisingly I was able to get ready in less than 20 minutes (showering, ironing shirt, answering emails, eating breakfast and even chatting with some guy form gas company who was looking for my neighbor), so I think I can say that I can get dressed up even faster if needed))) I was in the office at 9-50… But when you are in a hurry you can forget stuff… in my case I lost an earring.. the one that I had since I was 15?…
many stories for just one dayI remember when I was 11 or 12, my mom has taken me to the jewelry store to chose a BD present. That time I saw this beautiful pair of silver earrings and we bought it. Later on it turned out that the lock was broken, so my mom returned it, but as it was the last pair, she got me other ones and I don’t even remember which one. Apparently the company was not producing g the design that I liked and I have not seen those earrings anywhere. Then for my 15th birthday I got two pairs of earrings. One pair was from my parents – golden earrings with large blue and small white stones. The earrings were nice and I liked them. But then my sister has given me her present – simple silver earrings from years before! I dropped the golden earrings and was jumping up and down! My mom got very angry cause those small white stones in the pair that she had given me turned out to be diamonds and gold was not red but yellow which makes earrings really expensive, but what can I tell… some simple things have much more value than diamonds and gold… I had those earrings with me ever since. I wear them on daily basis rarely taking off (even for when showering, swimming etc). Only when I have some occasions and I want to match accessories I would change earrings, but generally I am (or rather say) was wearing them all the time. The lock on the earrings has been loose as long as I remember having them and I have lost them several times, but was always able to find it. But I guess not this time… I think it is time for me to let go of…
I answered some emails and it was time to go to lunch, which I was looking forward to. Lunch was a mess! KY did presented me with a box of cookies. I made a surprised expression and thanked him. SJ was the only one at the scene at that moment. I needed to go back to the apartment to look for the lost earring so I was eating really fast. IM was chatting up guys as usual and I was deep in thoughts. Then KY asked me a very random question –“Do you think I lost weight on my face?” As it didn’t make any sense to me, or I’d rather say that my busy mind can interpret such a question in more than 10 different ways I decided to go with the easy one. And said that he looks fine and I guess people were saying so because they have not seen him for the time he was sick… Seriously a stupid situation… I was done with food and as the presented box was a bit too big for me to pick up together with wallet and tray I left it behind while I was putting away plates… by the time I got back (less than a minute) KY was already holding the box and dividing the sweets among me and IM… To tell the truth it did offend my feelings and you know well that this old cat has her dignity, so I just picked up the cookies that where lying on the table, thanked again and left!.. I can not believe that he would do that!!! Like I’ve written later to CM in my email he is either way to nice as a person or just simply retarded as a guy!!! I went back searching for the lost earring… but could not find it… I guess today is the day for me to lose. I lost my important earring, I lost sweets box to IM and finally I am losing my patience with KY.
so here are these cookies... at least making a micky mouse shape with it
When I got back from lunch and found cute pink package on my desk. Our IT guy has given me some sweet candies))) that made me smile) sad smile, however comfortable)
I worked on the presentation and exchange emails with CM. We start with small lines and then our emails grow so big that it takes me almost an hour to read through it and provide a decent answer. (and do not worry I am keeping up with my work as well)))
Interesting part of the day was when IM kept trying to get stuff from me XD Our female collegue who sits right across Im has given her 4 packs of the matcha cappuccino (which is so good!) and asked her to pass me two packs… Of course I hear their conversation in Japanese, so I was expecting that IM would call me, and yes she did.. but the first thing she told me was “I can take it if you don’t need it, cause I want it”… seriously… I am losing my words with her. I snatched my matcha cappuccino form her hands and thanked the lady!!!! I am tired of being nice to IM all the time. BTW I did not bring a napkin for her today and neither did she. But I escaped in time to avoid her nagging about it XD
I also learnt another interesting aspect of Japanese culture from the Admin lady who is always nice to me) It all started with talking about how Japanese people look younger their age and being troubled about it in other countries where they are being asked to show their IDs. And in Japan sometime people get badmouthed for looking young (probably by those who do not look young XD) However compared to Korea, in Japan people rarely go for plastic surgeries, however they would go to dentist to make a dracula smile! And it is considered to be cute, “a charming point”… I do not get it at all))) but that’s Japanese and you can expect anything form them) The lady also told me that she knows of an American guy, who first entered Japanese bosch as an intern and after graduation came back to work for Bosch in Japan. She also knows other Germans and also SY. But I am not German and not American; however it gives me hope that I might get such a chance as well… Therefore I need to work hard for it and care less about unrelated topics) like sweets box
I did stay at work till 7 pm and then left to get myself nailpolishes))) I actually bought two and color my nails with both. On one hand I have all dark blue with one emerald on the ringfinger. And on the other hand – the other way around – all emerald and one dark blue. Nailpolish was really cheap, so I do not expect it to last long. Just one day is actually more than fine with me. At night I was moody and coloring nails does make me feel better. I chatted with my sister) She is helping me a lot…actually she yelled at me, but that’s what I need at that time! And if I live to be rich I am so buying her that yacht that she is talking about all the time!!! Or at least a boat XD depends on how much money I will be making… I also chatted with Chris. Apparently there was an earthquake in japan, big one 6.4 (6.1 in Tokyo), but it didn’t reach gunma at all. so I am safe and sound (thank you to those who asked about my wellbeing) Therefore somehow I ended up staying till 1 am once again…
I think that for the last few weeks all what I’ve been writing about is that I do not get enough sleep. Well, that is true. I think it took me some time to figure out the reason for it. In ua I went to bed late as well and had to get up early, but in ua I had over an hour commute to work/university and I used that time to sleep. Here on the other hand I have 10 minutes walk, which saves so much time for other stuff, but bottom line is - I am not getting much sleep. negotiations During lunch there was a labor union meeting. KY and NY were sitting with other labor union members during entire lunch hour looking way too serious especially when some speeches were delivered. SJ represents company side (as he said himself) so he stayed with me and IM. He also explained that such demonstrations and company/labor union negotiations are purely for show only. Labor union would request an increase, company would decline, then they would negotiate and only then company would approve. Result – people are happy that they were able to win over company.
Also I had this napkin talk with IM. She never takes one for herself and is used that I take two and give her one. It started all when she spilled smth on her and I let her use mine, but now it became a habit of hers (and mine I guess). So everyday I take two napkins and give her one… Honestly speaking it is not much of a deal to me, but as I am getting tired with IM attitude, so it also tires me to be white and fluffy. So today she was saying how nice I am, and I said that she is hopeless. She stated that it’s ok, because I am taking care of the napkin for her, and I said that today was the last day I did so. Seems like she didn’t really believe me, but let’s see what she is gonna say tomorrow. And I am so not taking napkin for her!!! I understand it is childish, so I am sorry for being this way. Not to her (no way!), sorry to myself…
The rest of the lunch I spent texting my friends. IM was chatting with guys and showing off the new moves that she learnt at hip-hop dance lesson. I think I’ve mentioned it before that she has no sense of rhythm whatsoever. It seems like I am being extra mean towards her lately. But I guess it’s just that I am tired of being patient with her. I am being gloomy and inactive with others, which is bad for my stay here, but somehow I can not force myself… no matter what…
As I was no longer able to sleep I decided to surf the net a bit)
today's events.. and I mean it... it is about today))) Somehow I ended up chatting with my friend’s fiancé for quite a while, while my friend was away. And surprisingly I did manage to update entries on diary. Up till March. So today I will try to do the same for March’s entries and maybe finally I will be able to be more or less on track with what’s going on with me and around me ))) I decided to take a nap around 5 and to get up at 7, well I managed to get up at 7-55 XD, so I got to work only by 9-30. On my way I met Naïve) so we walked to work together. Today’s weather is really nice and I do not feel like staying in the office at all). My sado class was moved from Tuesday to Monday, which is today, so I had smth nice to look forward to in the eve. And I was right! It was another pleasannt eve with ladies.. My leg still troubles me so i cn not sit in seiza for a long time, but otherwise It the was very nice evening.
After I got back IM has brought gyoza that kimono teacher told her to pass to me. Apparently IM did not expect me to take it, cause the first thing she told me was " if you do not want it I will take it!". I wondered whether she did not have any, but she has, so it's just her being possesive XD Well, I am not gonna give up my gyoza))) I am gonna cook it tomorrow for breakfast))) After that I chatted with mom and dad... It is hard on me... Mom never changes... She asks me the same questions over and over again and forgets the answer even if she heard it like 2 minutes ago.. It annoys me a lot and I do not wish to tell her anything cause of her attitude.. she gets mad at me and all i can do is ... nothing.. i can't do anything about it...
Well... here it is.. I might be able to keep dairy more or less up to date from now on as there is nothing much to write anyways)...
sleepy sundayOn the way to the study center I met one of the colleagues with his daughter… That was the time when I felt like they are starting to accept me bit by bit. I didn’t notice the guy at all. It was him who came up to me with his daughter all the way to the road from the playground. We chatted for a few minutes and hurried on to the class. I also heard an announcement. At first I thought it’s gonna be dedicated to 3/11 events, but it turned out to be a report of a missing girl. So now I wonder whether it is really ok for me to go wondering around empty dark streets in the eve. And it was no surprise to me that I ended up with my old grandpa (yes.. I guess now we’ve reached the point where I can call him “my” old grandpa as I have not seen him around other students besides me). At least one lady came to my rescue and joined us. As my grammar book was missing I went for kanji review starting with the basic ones. And once again grandpa was slow and talkative so I could not finish all lessons that I wanted to. After class the young teacher has taken me to the library where I rented two interesting books – a play “12 angry men” (I’ve seen all movie versions and now I want to read the play itself) and “Forest Gamp” (I’ve seen and liked the movie a lot, but a friend of mine who had actually read the book, mentioned before that movie differs a lot and book is more interesting) Well, currently I am rereading “Little Prince” in English, because I am looking for this one quote.. once I find it – I let you know)))) After that I was slow.. Seriously... Young teacher asked me whether I had eaten lunch and said that he is hungry, he even offered me a ride home and was so courtesy. But as I was sleepy and moody I said that I wanted to walk for a bit and left. Later on I realized that he was actually trying to ask me out for a lunch XD but it was too late for that. And I do regret being slow as well XD On my way back home I stopped by the store and finally bought myself an iron – cheap and simple one- but at least I do not have to go to IM every time I do laundry, therefore I find such an investment very profitable))) I also stopped at the bakery at the supermarket and saw this cute bun… I had to buy it!!! And it was really tasty too)))
I also got a phone call from IM saying that kimono teacher has invited both of us and Jamaica girl to her house for some gyoza. But I was too tired to be white and fluffy, smile and chat, so I declined. I am not sure that it was the right decision, but it was the only thing that I could do at that time. I have received a package from my sister… Sweets))) and another hat… well.. white day is coming up))) let me do smth about my hair and then I will post a picture of my new accessory))) The eve turned out to be hectic as I kept receiving email on my cell… therefore after another email arrived I was no longer able to go to sleep…
I woke up around noon. Finally getting some sleep fro a change XD
do not annoy a sleepy cat! IM offered togo to onsen and I agreed. Her math is really bad. We were to take highway and she said that it’s gonna cost smth like 1200, but as we share the expendutures it’s gonna be only 600 JPY. I pointed out that we would need to get back so it is 1200 JPY, but I have no problem with that. And so we went… In the car I was texting with my cell phone a lot or just sleeping. For now I am tired of IM’s company so I’d rather sleep than chat with her. First we went to a shopping mall. Knowing that it’s gonna be a disaster to go around with her, we agreed that the first person to be done shopping would call the other. She was done first. I was taking my time as I was still texting my friend and apparently it annoyed IM a lot. She said that if I am with her I have to give her my full attention and listen to her stories. Actually I know that she was right and generally that’s what I do when I am going out with people… but as I was tired of her stories about how great the US party life was and how she wants to get married asap and how she hates living in countryside etc, I am not to blame that I found chating with friends more interesting. She showed me two skirts (reaaaally pricy), which looked exactly the same XD, but had 3000JPY price difference. I did not like both XD so I stated my opinion and said that of course it is up to her to decide cause she is the one to wear it later on. She also has dragged me into this store where u can buy imported products and showed me the wine that she wanted to buy. I think she was expecting that I would suggest that we buy the bottle together and drink it in the eve (the bottle was quite expensive), but I played dumb and waited outside the store for her XD She also forgot her wallet in the car, so we had to make an extra trip to car and back to get her wine. I would love to wonder around some more but she was the boss so I had to follow her to onsen. Her being bossy sometimes annoys me a lot, so I am trying not to depend on her and decline her kind offers as much as possible. The onsen was nice. I really enjoyed different types of bathes there. Afterwards I just slept in the car))) When we got back IM invited me to come to her room and have some food and wine together, but I said that I am going to sleep. And so I did, but then in 20 minutes she came downstairs as she was not able to open the bottle…geez… weaklings… She was offring me her wine again and again and wondered whether she was ever gonna leave me alone. Finally I was able to get into my bed when another sms came in which IM stated that it was the best wine ever and I have to try it. Let me tell you one thing – do not wake up a cat who is lacking sleep!!! After managing my temper I went back to sleep…
Lately I have hard time getting up in the morning and staying awake durig the day.
bla-blaIn the eve I went to the Jap class. at first I got this nice teacher who can explain grammer so it is easy to understand and in fun way .. but then more people came and I ended up with the old grandpa again-___- why... what have I done in my previous life so that everytime I end up with him... so after I was left with him Ii just took book into my hands and continued studying basicly on my own... no fun at all I must say((( grandpa gives me goosebumps... creepy one...
after class I met the girl from jamaica - monique. IM has spent last weekend with her and another girl... monique seems like lots of fun, and I think we will be hanging out later on together... however I wonder whether we can "click" together (I was getting alone with IM pretty well in the begining as welll, but now it is somewhat difficult) so as I no longer had plans to go skiing... I thought of going to maebashi ton Sturday.. there was a fundraiser dedicated to march 11th event. and I've been told that there is an icerink in maebashi and I wanted to go skating)))
on the other hand I needed some sleep... I AM feeling really exhausted lately.. I guess I came to the point when I need to sleep for the entire day, cause otherwise I might break down (especially mentally XD)
I overslept my skype date with sis… but she had some technical issues as well, so it worked out somehow. I was gonna color my hair, but as I was too tired to get up one hour earlier I just washed and that was it.
daddy's girl)))I came to work earlier to help IM with her work afterall… I wonder whether I am that stupid to help her out even though she messes with me in every possible way… well, I just have not to let her get to me…
During the lunch IM complained that she wants a bf really badly… I like how guys reacted to it… “well, KY is the only option for you here” XD lol the interesting part is that KY was missing from lunch yet again… Later on he sent me an email saying that he was sick and taking days off.. and apparently not going skiing on the weekend. Good for my leg, cause it still hurts.
I talked with my parents. Mom had troubles connecting microphone (yet again), but dad was so sweeet!!! He has written “Happy women’s day!” on the paper and held it in front of camera… LOL.. that was sooooooooooo sweeeeeet!! My dad is the best… I can tell that he misses me a lot, but trying not to show his concerns… I am daddy’s girl… yapparine)
That’s the spirit! I cleaned up yesterday’s mess and got iron from IM. 0= )At work I received the assignment that I had no idea how to do, but I guess I am lucky and the problem was solved) The lunch was only with me, IM and my boss eating together… I knew about NY and SJ being away, but the absense of KY was a surprise...
IM was pushing her work on me and I got pissy))) But when the clock stroke 6 pm I got up and left for sado class… cm’n… IM's work was not going anywhere.. and it’s her fault for being slow… I had a very nice eve with the ladies. I made some videos so that I can study later on.
At home I finally managed to upload some entries to diary… I stayed up till 3 am to do so, but now I feel good about it and bad about lack of sleep for the last three weeks…
Till around 3 am I was online uploading photos and stuff and then went to get some sleep. At first my baby boy Junior was not working properly, which made me worried whether he had caught some virus while surfing. But I think it should be ok now. lazy thoughtsAt work it is still the same… really quite and slow.. at least for me… I passed around the sweets.. I know that those are really simple ones.. but still I am sorry but I can not afford myself to buy expensive stuff for everyone. I’ve already spent twice the amount for the admission fees to the temples on the omiyage. I do not care how silly it is, but I think they should understand that at least. During lunch I told about my weekend and inquired about others. KY seemed sad today… I do not why but he did. He did asked me whether I want to go skiing this weekend and of course I would love too (I still have one leg to injure and all my cuts have just healed XD) he is planning two more skiing trips – this and next weekend (I wish he would come for the event in Tokyo, but I do not think he would give up skiing for it) One trip is 600 km away from Tm, so he would take a day off sometime. After lunch I was chatting with intern girls and soon I had to go for a meeting, so it killed some time… Then the emails came from other division - I guess we did mess up with the monthly closing quite a bit… I know it’s not my fault and that SY is feeling bad about it, oh well… maybe next time they would want me there to notice such mistakes…it might be my ticket to Yh for the next month...
In the morning I had my usual breakfast – milk and yogurt (I am getting addicted to Japanese diary products >< and set off to meet Miyashiro-san.
running around)I was late and lost (Yh station is huuuuuuuuuuuge), but then we met up and she treated me to some nice lunch. We talked a lot about what to do about our activities in ua and how I am doing in Tm. Next time we meet I am getting her kimono and sewing set for practice… I think she is an amazing lady. CM also mentioned that she would like to learn kitsuke, so later when I met up with her and Teo (another intern girl), I’ve introduced her to Miyashiro-san, and I think she can get some lessons form Miyashiro-san later on. Yokattane) I said my goodbyes to Miyashiro-san and the three of us (Caro, Teo and I) went for the park. I had some really fun time with them! Besides wondering around we had some tea as well and I ended up buying more sweets as omiyage ><!
Later in the eve I met up with Bee and Lena. I was glad to meet them!!! I really need some hugs and kisses from time to time>__< We had only 40 minutes or so, well it was me who had 40 minutes till bus so we went into family restaurant for coffee. We’ve chatted a bit and I talked a lot about myself. I really need their opinions on various matters as I am trying to make some decisions here))) Well, Bee’s project is finally coming to an end. And on March 17 (after the planned nomikai on 16th) I am gonna attend the event. And for the week after that I was invited to Lena’s BD party. I hope I can come to tokyo as much as possible, but we’ll see about that. I rushed to the bus to go back to my ~Sweet home, Tomioka~
I overslept quite badly and went for Kamakura one hour later than I planned to. CM walked me to the station so that I do not get lost and went back to the dorm.
Kamakura-enoshimaKamakura was amazing!!! The town of samurai and temples! I was not able to visit even half of the temples, but as in general they all look the same to me (sorry for saying that) I simply like going through parks and enjoying the view. That’s probably the reason that I ended up hiking for over an hour (even though the sign said 15 minutes hiking tour). But as it is said, some good things happened along with bad. I was tired from some extreme hiking on wet and dirty route, but on my way I met two American guys from navy. So somehow we ended up sightseeing together. I like this open American nature afterall. Simple chats and common topics are really nice. We parted our ways (but met up later on).
In kamakura I was able to do main attractions at least. And in the eve I went for Enoshima. By the time I reached Enoshima it was dark,however as I am stingy with time, I still went all the way to explore it! I must say that at some point it was somewhat scary to wonder alone in almost complete darkness, but then I met this cat and he (do not ask me why I think it’s a he) accompanied me almost all the way around the island. There is the love course for couples on the island, like u need to visit this and this spots and do this and this. So I guess the cat was my company for the night. And I must say that he was pretty loyal. In the end of the journey I was finally able to find this Dragon bell of love. You are supposed to rang it as a couple, but I did it on my own anyways XD
I got back to Yh around 10pm and CM met me once again at the station))) In the eve we chatted a bit about our day, showing pictures that we’ve taken. CM went to the acquruim in Shinagawa, and I think I would love to go to that place as well sometime! We started watching Puss in the boots, but I was so tired from the walking so I was basically falling asleep and surprisingly CM’s inet connection got switched off right when I was saying that I’d like to sleep. So we went to bed. I think that next time we need to finish watching it. Cause it had quite a promising beginning!!!
Getting up in the morning was extra hard. I was glad that my leg was feeling all much better (only some discomfort when going up the stairs) but that day I felt a bit weak. I had nice breakfast at the hotel – salad, salmon and milk. As for lunch- I had it with Caro and her colleagues.
wrap up)Finally I was done with work around 8pm. CTG3 boss was not sure whether I should come next month, so I think it was my second and last time enjoying Yh on company’s account XD but maybe I can come for a different reason) who knows… Anyways CTG3 boss had to stay behind and was trying to give me and SY money so that the two of us could go to dinner, but it was really awkward to accept. CTG3 boss is actually really nice! I brought some sweets for today and he said that I should not have done so as I am an intern and I do not get paid much. But as he had treated us the day before it only felt right to me to do so. When I was finally leaving to meet Caro, SY has given me his extra umbrella so that I do not troubled by rain.
I met up with CM and we headed for the dorm. On our way we stopped by supermarket to get some milk for this old cat) and then we saw this beauty))) next day was supposed to be hina matsuri so all the cakes wereso nicely decorated)))
I need to say that living in the dorm is so different from living in a apartment. There are people around u all the time. They chat, cook together or just share food. I find this feeling very nice. Of course u have to share bathroom and stuff, but at least there are people to keep u company. But I still think that I might like my apartment better afterall.
We stayed in the living room/kitchen for some time just chatting with others. And then went to CM’s room. We stayed up till around 3 am just chatting, showing pictures and sharing thoughts. CM is a very sweet girl! I do enjoy her company a lot, so after all those long chats we were finally going to sleep.
I woke up around 6 to pack. At the moment I left house it was hard for me to tell whether I’d left anything behind (I hope not)... the only thing that I realized was that I've hurt my leg while skiing.. but that was not my only problem...
to make sure that it is spring I can post some nice plum blossom )))
random events My pc had some problems as well... and I am not happy about it at all!!! I was not really planning on taking him (yes it’s a he) with me, but it makes me worried anyways. I think I can survive without him these few days. I think I should actually take this time to finish writing Jan and Feb entries, so it is gonna be ok. I do have my cell and I think I can use caro’s pc during the weekend if needed. I slept all the way on the bus to Tokyo, so it didn’t feel all that long of a trip. I think today I got to Yh later than last time. I was stuck abit in traffic jam in Tokyo (but I was sleeping so it’s ok))) and then I got on local train to Yh. I rushed into the first one that went to the direction I needed and it turned out to be a local train (stops on each stop), so I t was a slowly trip to kanagawa prefecture XD. And then waiting in line for bus for another 15 minutes and finally getting to Bosch.
My email box was full of emails and once again I had some random tasks. And as usual – very urgent and very last-minute call and I had this "transfer cost" thingy which I did not feel comfortable with… Eeven now I hope it was not my last time coming to Yh for work XD (cause no matter what, but it helps to save up some money for me)))
Finally it was lunch hour! CTG3 boss has taken me to lunch and I sat with old guys XD. SY sat with a girl separately… Guys were making fun of me, but that’s ok.. I am used to it by now. I’ve met CM and had some quick chats with her while she was finishing her lunch. I am not even sure how I am supposed to survive today, but let’s see how it goes.
After lunch it was extremely busy… three different presentations in 1 hour – I am gonna set a record soon. Then the actual task for which I came to Yh. This time I was somehow useless, a bit distracted with all the email from boss saying that he messed up and now I needed to clean it up, but on the overall it was ok… but I don’t think that CTG3 will ask for me next month
I had to stay almost till 9 pm and then left. I went to the hotel. My room was a mirrored version of the room I stayed in last time. My leg was hurting more and more so I’ve taken a hot bath in order to relax a bit. I rarely take bathes but I guess Japanese culture is starting to get to me) I was too lazy to do anything else so I went to bed around 10 pm.
I woke up at 3 am and couldn’t sleep at all.. nyaso I went online and chatted with my sis.. watched some tv shows, prepared some curry chicken XD at 5 am around 6 am started laundry (I hope that my neighbors won’t kill me for that XD) and had a bath around 7… But in the end I had some hard time deciding what to wear and left later than expected when I stepped out I entered this winter wonderland once again. It is the last day of winter feb 29 and winter is coming to Tm again XD. In the morning I’ve exchanged emails with the german girl that my ua friend hooked me up with and hr intern from Sby.
And after all the talks I think I want to stay in Japan for the entire year!.. my visa allows me to do so.. so I am even ok with prolonging my contract with Bosch!, but I should do so by the end of march. I need to discuss it with sister first cause she is the only one who can help me out on this one…
Lunch was nice and I made guys walk outside the plant area.. I wondered in snow (it was melting really fast so I was in a hurry to get some nice feeling out of it) IM left after lunch as she still was not feeling well.
And I decided to ask KY to take me along for skiing. In the eve as usual I had tons of work to do and to say goodbyes to one of the colleagues who was transferring out. So in the rush I got ready for the trip.
Skiing was amazing… it was so easy to breathe in the mountains… unfortunately it was awfully foggy so no great view (I could hardly see next 5 meters at some point, so it was scary) but this time I did much better! I was able to use both of the legs (even though my left one is still stronger and I thought it was the other way around) There was this very stip way down… I was falling all the way down, but I managed to get down in one piece – got some nasty cuts on my hands, but otherwise ok. We went back home and I was really falling asleep in the warm car, so I couldn’t keep much of the company.
I was so sleepy that I didn’t even pack for the Yh trip and went straight to bed! That night I realized two facts - winter was over and ...! And surprisingly I felt good about both...
I woke up at 5am… that is not funny anymore!!! For the entire hour I rolled in he bed without any sleep and only around 6 when my alarm rang I was sleepy again. Surprisingly I am feeling very refreshed today!... I got to chat with a friend and then unexpected chat session with the german guy… I had my milk so I feel rather good! white and fluffy modeOn my way I met KY and politely inquired about his cold and skiing. IM has caught a cold, and I politely send her an email wishing to recover soon. I’ve got a confirmation for my Yh trip and politely answered all the emails.. I am being extra polite today)))
So today I am being with and fluffy and not caring about anything (I hope noone is ganna ruin my mood!!!) Tonight I do not have tea class but I am going for a walk to buy some sweets for Yh visit and do some laundry! Probably I need to start packing as well. I also need to fold 100 cranes and update diary! I think I won’t be able to go to bed early again… But I wanna do what I wanna do. And let’s see where it leads me to) During the lunch I’ve announced that chris is coming back and I am gonna meet him. We chatted about random stuff and I went for a walk with NY while KY and SJ went for a stretch. And I was chating with NY in Japanese.. so I can do it.. with mistakes and stuff.. but still I can chat.. so screw the jap girl… I should hang out with guys more XD… NY said that it’s gonna get colder and in the ve and tomorrow should be snowing, so I thought it should be nice to walk in snow… People are surprised when I admit to being bad at skiing… they think that I am being shy or smth, same with the Japanese.. they think I can speak well, when I don’t…
I thought it’s gonna be the end of another boring day but it turned out to be much more fun. After work I went for a walk in order to buy some sweets for CTG3 and Miyashiro-san. The stores were closed, so on the way back I stopped by supermarket cause I know they have some sweets all the time. I was really undesicive and in order to make up my mind I made a tour around the entire supermarket. There are some rows that I rarely stop by, by last night I have no idea why I just went past there and bumped into KY again. He got off work unusually early (he has already done 40 h overtime and is not allowed to work more) and was shopping for dinner. In the end we ended up going out for dinner. I offered to walk to some place instead of going back to the dorm and taking a car. We went for pizza tabehoudai (all u can eat)… but we had not only pizza but pasta as well XD I’ve given up half of my portion to him and he has eaten twice as much pizza as I did… but in the end I am double of his size >__< (if not triple) we chatted mostly in Japanese and of course in English as well. Schoolboys at the nearby table were staring at me from time to time, which was not very pleasant. BUt on the overall it was fun.
I was in the office at 9-10 and got to my assignments. complainingFinished everything by noon and send it out. IM came up to me asking for explanations about ppt that she was supposed to make but she handed it over to me the very moment some difficulties arose. I do not think it was that difficult of a task, so I’ve done it all myself, and now had to explain it all to her. I’ve also written back to CM, complaining about the weekend (so this is my third round of complains and I think I should end it now!) and then it was already lunch time. KY is taking day off to go skiing and SJ is in Shibuya office, so it was only three of us around the table –me, IM and NY. I was not really paying attention to their conversation, but then it hit me.. and hit me really bad! When NY asked IM about the onsen trip IM said that it was fun, but unfortunately we were not able to enjoy it fully because… drummer sound for more impact… I had my Jap class in the morning and we didn’t have enough time… … … So now it was my fault… … … I was lost for words… … I know that because of me we were going in the afternoon instead of going in the morning… but she was almost 1 hour late herself!!! She has taken her time in going to the stores she wanted to and rushed us all the way… but now it was still my fault… … but here comes more… She said that she is not gonna come to Yh this weekend, even though she asked to join in before and I had to adjust my plans for her.. because my ex-kimono teacher that it is better to go to kamakura in late spring and she would rather go skiing with KY. … I am glad that she is not going!
… The day ended up lazily. I stayed behind to write some more in diary and then left. I went for a walk in the direction where I haven’t gone before. It was a nice evening… I really cleared my head a lot! It was nice!!! Then I chatted with a friend for two hours… well.. she was at work and it was me complaining and her listening and writing this short remarks and emocons!!! It was my 4th or 5th time complaining about the same story and I think that’s finally the time that I got it off myself… I was gonna update diary online but then a note came form previous intern.. he is coming back to japan for studies for 3 month and I am gonna finally meet the legendary guy. We chatted for more than hour and a half and I ended up going to bed around 2 am… another funny story is that a friend of my good friend is coming to Bosch fro internship as well. Cute german girl who likes skiing)looking forward to meeting her as well… honestly speaking at first I felt concerned … by seriously.. I am overthinking everything! So I decided to let it go!!!